"But most of all, you've let yourself down..."

I didn't go to the stage door yesterday after the matinee performance: I could have, should have, and I honestly don't know why I didn't.

Seems I'm pretty good when I need to make things happen for other people, but less good for myself.

Have spent goodly energy wasted on kicking self. Meh.

Sole downer on a beyond brilliant day. The sun shone and all was well with the world.